...And all I can offer this year is a Youtube video.
It just occurred to me that I completely forgotten that it's the end of 2011 and I usually blog when a new year arrives. Which isn't so much of a bad thing, because this would imply that my Christmas/New Year was relatively hectic this year, thus assuring me that my social circle hasn't crashed and burnt entirely...yet. You(Clearly imaginary) probably can't tell from this verbal load, but I couldn't be more thankful for these people who chose to remember me during this festive season. I wish I could hug everyone and beg them to keep me forever. Creepy.
This year would probably be included in the worst 5 years of my life, considering the fact I haven't been alive for very long. I have lost people, close and distant, things, physical and figurative, and myself, heart and mind. It hasn't been easy for me at all, although some may beg to differ. For one, academically. I have never given up so much and so fast on my studies before, in any case I get awful grades I have no one to rely on or blame but myself. I don't think I have ever cried so much in one year. At the same time, I've gained other people, things, and fragments of myself, which I am so truly grateful for despite its lack of ability to refill the gaps in my life. I guess life can never be a full glass, I just have to make the most of what I am able to hold onto. Ultimately I grew a little more as a person again, which is always important to note.
Incidentally, I interrupt this overly sentimental entry to bring you(Who?) a photograph of me making socially inappropriate eye contact to abruptly conclude yet another pointless post.
(PS: I got a new phone, my hair cut, and a Grisham book waiting for me)
Happy new year! Hopefully things will get better. *crosses fingers*
